Patterns

The times, places, and habits that drinking wired into you. You can't break a loop you can't see — so this is about seeing them clearly first.

I ran the same lie twice

The second time, I could see myself doing exactly what I'd done the first time. I did it anyway.

I had the store clerks' schedules memorized

The loop doesn't feel like a loop from inside it. It feels like solving problems.